MY REAL AND SINCERE APOLOGY TO MORAL CRUSADERS

<h1><b><center>WARNING</center></b></h1> <center>This work deals with the following: sexual violence and assault, victim blaming, suicide and topics around it</center> <center>[[proceed]]</center>

{reveal link: 'This is my real and sincere apology to the moral crusaders.', text: 'All the things I make have caused you significant distress. Everything that comes out of my mouth is sin and filth. A good apology acknowledges all the faults of the person apologizing, therefore, [[I will list my faults]].'}

I am deeply sorry that [[I've been assaulted]]. It's my own personal moral failure. I should not have been on that school trip. I should've known that the county office is a shady place.

I am deeply sorry that I used the a-word in the slide before. [[I should've never called it by its name.]] Usage of this word possibly caused you significant distress, untold emotional damage, and billions in potential ad revenue.

I am deeply sorry that, not finding any solace or comfort within my real life communities, [[I turned to art]]. It was a reckless and dangerous decision. If I were more compassionate and considerate, I would've simply shut up.

I am deeply sorry for the continuous fetishization and romanticization of The Unspeakable, which was the inevitable result of my violent, terroristic actions. What I thought might be a vulnerable piece of media ended up [[harming approximately three thousand people who have come across it]].

I am deeply sorry for thinking that [[what I wrote helped people feel less alone]]. Us, victims of sexual violence, cannot be trusted to speak for ourselves, as we are too feeble-minded to take decisions for ourselves. What happened to us has irreversibly brainwashed us and therefore, we are not autonomous beings capable of thought anymore.

I am deeply sorry that [[I do not trust The Holy Moral Crusade]] to decide what portrayals of my own experiences with The Unspeakable are proper. I should put everything in appropriate word package which won't cause harm with its vulgarity and obscenity. I should have never trusted myself to write those feelings down.

I am deeply sorry that [[I didn't kill myself]] to take my account of The Unspeakable and all related emotions to the grave. I should've ended it all before I could properly start using my debit card for degenerate purchases. I caused payment processors harm by spending money I was given by brainwashed people who saw value in my "art".

I should've recognized that The Holy Moral Crusade is here to protect me, [[for which I am eternally grateful]]. If it wasn't for their valiant actions against degeneracy, my words could've reached so many more people. By speaking about The Unspeakable, I broke taboo and exposed so many unaware minds to the horrific realities of this world, which should've been kept where their place is: under the rug.

Once again, I am deeply sorry. Unconditional obedience, staying silent, and never talking about The Unspeakable must be what might just heal me. It healed every vulnerable person who got a-worded throughout the history, after all. I will cease to make payment processors sad by using bad words and writing upsetting stories. I will cease making The Holy Moral Crusade uncomfortable by speaking when they clearly want to collectively shout for me. I am but a meek tiny voice which cannot change anything. I am weak and I am small. I have always been. That's why it all happened to me. That's why I can't be trusted to talk. I am deeply sorry.